Yet again it has been a long time since I wrote anything here.
A few important things have occured since the last time, most importantly my son’s been here for a visit which was just as amazing as it always is. I am very proud of him and I always love having him around. And I always cry for a couple of days after he’s left again.
There are also some new inspirations growing in my mind, and am looking forward to making them come to life. Some of them are me alone, and some of them are with other people that inspire me. What these things are I will not yet tell you. But you will find out when it is the right time for it.
The biggest problem I have is that I have problems getting organized, but I am now changing that so it will not be a problem anymore. I’ve been hiding behind my disorganisation for far too long. I want things to happen, to move forward and for them to do so I need to stop hiding and I need to stop being disorganized. I need to stop blaming the fact that my weeks are split into two complete different phases and I need to start working with that fact until I can actually change it.
This is basic knowledge to me, this is what I keep telling others. If you don’t like it change it, if you can’t change work with it and learn how to like it. It is time for me to start listening to my own advise.
So here I am, letting you know that I am still alive.
Love
Carina
